Been for weigh in today...was expecting to have put weight on but was pleased to find I have lost one pound. Not quite sure how that happened considering all the crap I ate last week but it is good news.
My W8 lady told me off for not sticking to the plan and said i have to try harder this week or she'll be really mad. She said I need to get my boundaries in check and that if I put any weight back on she is going to ban me from her club. So there.
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I am finally getting started with the IUI. I have to be at the clinic tomorrow morning for 8am (it is about an hours drive away to the city centre so is gonna be an early start for me - don't usually leave the house while 8:30am). They will do a blood test and internal scan to get my baseline figures and they will remind me how to do the injections which I'll start tomorrow evening and will give me my prescription for all the drugs I'll need. I am so happy that things are finally happening. I am soo pleased that after YEARS of waiting on the NHS waiting list we have finally got to the top. please please please please let it work for us this time .... ppleeasee.
My work are being great about all the time off I'm gonna need for appointments but I know it is making life difficult for everyone. We are a really small team and this is our busiest time of year. I feel bad about it but it is out of my control - I have to do exactly what the clinic say, when they say it, if I want this treatment to work. So I'm trying not to feel guilty about it. And I do work really really hard.
Anyway I'm gonna go to bed and try to get a good nights sleep and think lots of happy positive baby thoughts.
Please let this work for us. Please let it be our turn.
2008-07-24 @ 11:16